It's OK

"This is so unfair.."

"You are the one who created the distance, not me."

"I wish you were there for me when I was at my lowest but that's okay, I have my loved ones already."

"You rarely hang out with us."

"You are still my main."

"I really want to see you."

"Hit me up whenever you need someone to talk to."

"I really miss you."
"I'll remember that you forget to wish me on my birthday."

She smiled.

She rose above the pain and still people stomped on her.

She asked, "why did this happen to me?"

&

She went to bed and lay her head on the pillow.

While other people were having fun watched movies, gossiped and other stuff, she was crying in her sleep.

All these times, she was holding back everything that she kept within her.

Suffocated and so miserable.

Nothing went right for her.

It took awhile for her to be fine again..

Every perception for everyone that she knew had changed,

she wanted to believe them.

But, she said no.

She used to be someone who prioritized other people more than herself but not anymore.

She still cared but when she got tired, people could realize how bad she could be.

and yes, people still talked shit about her for acting that way.

Little did they know the one who were making her into someone that they did no longer know was them.

-shws